Chasing Liberty [To Be With You]

2007-03-18T01:22:00.000+08:00

the gers

yee rae and irene

sports queen

one table ?

the guys

gro0ver outing, so long hen post

2007-06-04T00:56:00.000+08:00

A Picture speaks a thousand words.
4 days of hard work = a team of fujitsu promoters.
Back : Jason, Yongming, Eric, junia
Middle : Lifang, Wan feng, Jessica, Jiunn Yeong, Huihong
Front : Me, Fabian, Daniel
Exclude : Mengqi, Justin, Ken, Kelvin, Shirley, Dave, Jackson, Lucas and Mr Lee.

2007-06-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

Behold the 6 of us,- sengwei, before ronnie flying off.
a year ago, where the 7 of us were still freshmen from army, kc going to monash, sengwei going to tasmania and ronnie going to hongkong.
time do flies, and i cherish the mahjong/prata sessions we had.

Miss you ronnie. Bon voyage!

2007-07-22T10:40:00.000+08:00

Some pics from joker insinyur

Zidane 07/08

Things i wanna buy before GSS is over...

Erm which is today? =P

1. adiddas jacket
2. a watch
3. shoes
4. shirts/T shirts
5. a crumpler bag
6. pencil box/ stationery

2007-07-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

That's what i have been waiting for...

2007-11-25T19:27:00.000+08:00

Blogging is not a waste of time.

It's just that i could use that time to teach some tuition, watch some television, watch some drama and do some stuff.

signing off.

2007-11-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

Dun meant to be crude.
But someone said that procrastination is just like masturbation, in the end, you are just f**king yourself.
Ha Ha.

2007-09-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

Got a hall. Back to hall 14. I found out that i love studying in lee wee nam library. No more long and irritating bus/train rides to sch. BUT i will be only staying in hall on tuesday, wednesday only. Darn... See how it goes.

2007-09-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

The Taiwanese drama craze is back.

18 censored or not!!!

woahoooooooooooooOOOoOoooOOooo

Recess is here.

time to catch up.

2007-09-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

Glenn Frey - The One You Love Lyrics print version

I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love, there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do
I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue?
When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh girl, what you gonna do?
Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

*nice song - i wanna learn to play it on the piano

2007-09-15T01:21:00.000+08:00

我觉得我自己不适合结交异性的朋友。每当我认识一个新的异性朋友，久而久之我会不知觉的慢慢地跟她们疏远而去。我不懂这是什么原因。同性的朋友法反而不会有这种问题存在。或许是因为男人与男人之间有同样的话题，又或者是因为当男女之间的友情变质后，会往往疏远对方。我觉得我很奇怪，或者是一个很幼稚的人。

我只对美丽的东西而感兴趣。

比如说一只手套。我喜欢选购或者挑选美丽又新颖的款式，但是不到两三个月，就会重新寻找另外几双更新有

不同大小的手套。白色的手套反而似乎每天都陪伴着我身边。如果手套突然间变变成不是手套，反而变成了一

种超越喜欢的感觉，就好像天天把手套穿着，不舍得取下来。这就是手套与主人之间的感情变质。

人们需要手套来取暖，手套何尝不需要人们来取暖？。

手套会希望人们穿上手套出门，可是人们突然天天带着同样的手套，那会怎么办？

手套或许也喜欢天天跟着主人，但是如果手套不喜欢呢？

所以当手套与我之间的用途变质后，我会渐渐地把手套疏远，然后把它拍卖在EBAY上，让手套可以寻找一个更适合它的主人。

这是一种逃避方法。因为我不敢问手套它到底在想什么。因为主人觉得手套没有可能会喜欢上自己。

或者如果手套能够开口说话，那么事情就更容易解决了。

但是这只是一厢情愿吧了。因为手套根本就不懂主人在想什么。。。

2007-09-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

200+ applications
one interview
61 successful
19 singaporeans
AIESEC 07/08

2007-09-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

hai. so what if i can run below 8mins for 2.4km, do 20plus pull ups, 60plus seatups in a min, jump 250++cm for sbj and run 9.2s for shuttlerun.
All these are in the past. Evolving or degenrating from a sportsman to a club person. A club person is someone who dont do sports and just organise events and stuff. Oh moi god, what has happen to the ex cross country runner who can run like 100km per week, doing 2 sets of 2.4 km under 10mins consecutively or perhaps run 21km in one short for trainings. One of the regrets in my life is the failure to get a 6 packed abs. I can't believed it, they say running a lot will train you to get 6 abs, but how come i dun have ah.. i caught a glimpse of 6 abs forming during my army days, but after passing out, due to a slack unit i dont have the motivation to train it. Now i really wanna spend that few hundred dollars just to get the tummi trif device or pills so that my abs could be easily obtained without any vigorous exercise... Wahah... I always procasinate about training, or rather getting my fitness back. I lack a motivation though. In the army there's the award of a best pt, hence i trained for and eventually clinched it without competition. However, now in ntu, there's no money or regonition for just running fast? perhaps for the $400 army gave out... I feel like running again... but then i lack a training partner. I want to run for leisure no competitively. I like the feeling of running long hours without feelig tired, perhaps a best picture would be a guy running towards a long neverending road where in front of him is a picture of the deep blue sky that keeps him going on and on. Oh, i want to train but i need a training partner... argh how to find one... It's like so many focus and priorities in life. ah it's just excuses... i think i need someone to discipline me, that explains why without a training partner i wouldn't want to train alone... tsk tsk tsk...

2007-09-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

am i ready to lead? i have always been asking myself this question for ages. I believe leadership is inherent, everyone has leadership qualities in them, but to lead people and to achieve positive results is hard. I have always been a lazy kind of person in life. Considering myself 'selfish' bah, i will only spearhead a project if there aren't anyone volunteering themselves. I believe that if people want to lead the group or has the desire to lead the group in accomplishing task, i would not hesistate in giving up my chance of vying for leadership. The reasons are probably because i am giving other people a chance to show their leadership instead. However, deep down inside i think it's because i am rather a laidback person or perhaps i don't wanna take responsibility. Afterall, a group's success or failure depends on the leader itself. Hmm, perhaps the time that i actually step up and lead a group to do things was probably organizing class chalets or activities. It seemed that i wanted to organise something is because of lack of volunteer and actually there is motivation for me to do something for the class. So basically, for me to take up a leadership role, 1st, noone wants to be the leader, second, the agenda of the group must be of an interest to me... This seems like a selfish nature of my part, haiz, afterall it's about consequences of undertaking a project to guide it to a failure or success.

Joining AIESEC is certainly a breakthrough in my life. This is because not only i will be forced to lead, but i will be trained to be very vocal and expressive. I seldom speak out because i always consider about the opinions of others like this guy being too critical and stuff, or suggest too many opinions gives the idea that the person is very authoritative, or simply speaking not to put down on people cos not many people like the idea of constructive critism... Undertaking various projects, expanding my socal network, improving communication skills and to talk in front of the crowd in a conference are certainly challenges in life. Such experience are a criteria in working life after graduation and that's partly the reason why i joined this cca. It's about changing one's perspective and knowing more friends, planning events and working in a group to accomplish something.

However, i am still half hearted of the unknown... Because i do not know whether will i fall in the presence of difficulties, will success bestowed to me after all the effort i put in? will i be a better person? am i capable enough to prove to oneself that i could be a leader afterall... Perhaps perhaps a judgement could be made after i go through more inuctions and the jump start camp next week... perhaps i will turn out to be a better person instead? lol

2007-08-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

freaking pissed. i am surrounded by people who don't really play sports. I can't believe it. Engineers who don't do sports. Engineers are like the nerdiest of all kinds. How i wished i could dragged all my bball khakis to ntu, all my soccer khakis to ntu, whatever. looking forward to MSE ISG, where at least i can dun worry about other team members; just signed up and have fun!

2007-08-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

Monday - tuition
Tuesday - Squash 630 to 9pm...
Wednesday - Catered for CCA
Thursday - Tuition
Friday - Hip Hop Class

CCA :

Investment Sub Com Financial Events
AIESEC - pending interview results
MSE club - Either Biz mag sub com or sports/recrea sub com or GL ?
Violin - shld have no time for that...

2007-08-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

School is much more slack for me.
Decided to join a CCA finally.
Wanted to join boardgame club though but it falls on a thursday which happens to be my appointment with my tutee.
Astrology club? watch the stars? too late lah. I stay in toa payoh.
Investment club? seems like another lecture. Most probably it would be tons of pple listening to guest speakers. That's like so kinda boring.
I want to join a CCA that's fun or rathersporty.
AISEC - something about leadership guess i would try to submit my application in and wait for the interview. See how bah..
VIOLIN - yes i am going to learn te violin $8 an hour is a steal compared to yamaho who charges $40 per hour.
Here's something fun

2007-08-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

laptop down. cannot blog. nothing to blog.

hall 14 camp - one word politics.

bought my textbooks. - want to start studying actually.

sat - grover outing
sun - jc outing

2007-07-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for school to start!

Why? because...

1. i have a very good planned timetable
2. enrolled into a course where all the china peeps have vanished
3. Can't really wait to learn new interesting stuff
4. Wanna join a fun n interesting CCA at last!
5. there are new juniors in the school!

2007-07-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

ok lah i think's sometimes gossips are a way to reieve stress!

2007-07-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

下雨了 !
一個不平凡的故事
發生在雨季
述說著在你我之間可能發生平凡的事
一個倆小無猜的愛慕
隱藏在兩個人心中無限的深埋
一場車禍
她到了未來
瞭解了未來可能發生的一切
回到了現實生活
她願意用短暫的生命做為賭注 -- 愛她所愛
在他由一片光明走向平庸
她甘願放棄自己的前途
只為了一個平凡的生活
短暫而平凡的幸福而努力
勇敢. 堅毅.細心經營呵護
平凡的幸福因此而非凡了起來
雖然它發生在雨季,也在雨季結束

在這個千萬人的城市裡
有千萬個故事在不斷地在你我之間發生
陪我們一起感動
你的故事也是我的悸動
在你的心酸讓我偷倒一滴蜂蜜
天雨了 !煩悶嗎 ?滌地淨塵潤你心
企盼借著雨點清澈你遠離煩憂我也借著雨點祝福你悅心笑燦

i am so freaking sloww..... to almost completely giving this show a miss...

Yes i hope fairy tales do exist.

something random; today stationery shopping was fun! I got a new pencil box and new pens!!!

bought shirts; now searching for jackets!

2007-07-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

i am contemplating...

There is approx $800 per month for me if i give up my weekends to work part time.

will this affect my studies?

$800 per month x 12 is like a wooping $9600?

hmm what do i usually do on weekends? slack? watch tv? net surfying and perhaps doing tutorials?

argh i duno.

i just need to know what course i get into 1st before making any desicion...

2007-07-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

I have somehow mapped out my route of advancement till my graduation in year 4.

There is a fixed situation where if i get into MSE and if i remained in MPE(design).

When i am in mse - it will be work and travel usa 2007/2008 for the june hols then exchange programmes for either yr 2 sem 2 or yr 3 sem 1 then IA then FYP and graduate.

When i am in MPE - it will be EID for 5 weeks for the june hols then perhaps a part time job in one of the accounting big 4s which i have yet to email then exchange programme then IA then FYP.

That's the assumption that my grades are enough for exchange.

My boss once said that if an engineer never go to japan or germany or usa for attachment/experience he see you no up!

2007-07-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

going to bintan. shall update with pics!

2007-06-30T11:26:00.001+08:00