i cant blog at home or in my room. wierd. internet connection is a bit wierd for my lappie. think got too much stuff. so shall only blog in the lib.

mugging season has arrived...

enuff said.

You are a Benevolent Idealist.
personalDNA
about you
You are an Idealist

As an IDEALIST, you are distinctive for your integration of confidence, imagination, willingness to explore, and desire for competence over style.

You have a strong capacity to comprehend the inner workings of things, finding new ideas and innovative insights to feed your curious nature.

You are quite comfortable in the realm of abstract thought. You don't need a practical solution to every one of life's questions.

You are comfortable with the decisions you make in life. You don't need to second-guess yourself, or seek a lot of opinions before you make up your mind.

You enjoy the routines that you have created in your life, and don't feel the need to shake things up just for the sake of change.

You generally succeed at what you do, and others would describe you as successful.

It is important to you that products be efficient – looking good has to come second to working well.

You aren't the kind of person who needs to collect stylish items in an attempt to create an attractive environment – you know that what matters most is function, not style.

You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.

You do your own thing when it comes to clothing, guided more by practical concerns than by other people's notions of style.


If you want to be different:

You take time to explore your own thoughts and ideas, but this experience would only be heightened if you opened yourself up even more to others' ideas.

Your faith in yourself and your lifestyle is well-founded, but the occasional foray into the unknown might broaden your perspective and help you see things differently.


how you relate to others
You are Benevolent

You are a great person to interact with—understanding, giving, and trusting—in a word, BENEVOLENT

You don't mind being in social situations, as you feel comfortable enough with people to be yourself.

Your caring nature goes beyond a basic concern: you take the time to understand the nuances of people's situations before passing any sort of judgment.

You're a good listener, and even better at offering advice.

You're concerned with others at both an individual and societal level—you sympathize with the plights of troubled groups, and you can care about people you've never met.

Considering many different perspectives is something at which you excel, and you appreciate that quality in others.

Other people's feelings are important to you, and you're good at mediating disputes.

Because of your understanding and patience, you tend to bring out the best in people.

You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.

You do your own thing when it comes to clothing, guided more by practical concerns than by other people's notions of style.


If you want to be different:

You spend a lot of time taking care of others, but don't forget to take care of yourself!

Sometimes you can get overcommitted, and when you sacrifice spending time with those close to you, it can make them feel unimportant.

march 21 - my bdae.
oh well, i think i ate something wrong today.
morning was a cup of mash potato from 7-11, noon was rice with toufu, potato, fish and cabbage, dinner was chicken mutarbak and an egg prata. One of this combination is lethal to my stomach...
It's not a simple stomachache where i could just rush to the gents to solve the problem...
It's more like lots of flatulence in the stomach, and somehow or rather my stomach feels like a blown up balloon. a pregnant lady? i thot it was gastric but then i ate my meals regularly, how do i explain this ..? wierd. and it seems sleeping somehow or rather lessen the pain but once i woke up i can feel it again. well perhaps the most appropriate scenario to describe it as a female having cramps... my god. my 22nd birthday is indeed filled with so much agony... arghh damn it...
received lots of bday wishes while i was sleeping... oh well...
around 20plus still remember my bday bah... bday to me actually dont count as a great significance to me nowadays... perhaps i have come to a stage that everyday is my bday or rather my actual birth date is slightly a bit of a significance compared to some other days? a bit of depressing tone here cos my i am still having some nasty stomach upset.... grrrrrrr
hope that i feel better tomorrow..

the gers

yee rae and irene


sports queen


one table ?


the guys

gro0ver outing, so long hen post

down with flu cos i just went to the storeroom and search for my reservist stuff.

my nose is ultra sensitive to dust, and now it spoils my day...

anyway chanced upon many other blogs who write so beautifully... kinda attracted to such style of writings because 1st, my writings sux and well abstract new words that never existed in my vocabulary seems so appealing.

every week kinda is so routine. just doing tutorials, waiting for exams, then waiting for exams to be over, then waiting for holidays, then waiting for holidays to over. my god it's a cycle, not anticipating anything...

anyway i kinda feel sad for my room. it seems totally unfit for 2 guys to live in. it's not a room. everywhere is dust... except my bed though... i think the cleanest thing in my room is my bed. cos if it's not clean i would be sneezing everytime i sleep... =P. my floor is ermm lack of sweeping and moppin and well papers are flying around as usual, bags are misplaced, and i mean a lot of bags. plastic bags, paper bags... shoe bags, school bags, ziplock bags, sling bags, u get the idea...

argh... cant really invite anyone into my room... so pls dun ever ask me to let u all into my room. cos erm it's too dirty. whahahaaaaa..

I'm such a nice person who lends my handphone to perfect strangers.

latest incident happen in ntu campus when an old man drove behind me, honk at me and ask me to lend him my handphone so he could call his daughter.

Well being respectful to elders, i just lend him my handphone, and what happened later on was his handphone rang... %#@^$&^#%&^% It seems that he's trying to be so niao and stingy here. felt quite cheated and just shrugged it off. I thot such cheapos are extinct in singapore. Yet someone just popped out of nowhere.

I'm still suffering from recess week syndrome. cant get back to work...

haiz i think i have something wrong with money.

although i yearn to earn money but aint really prepared to sacrifice my time to work for it.

it's not that i am lazy.

it's just the mindset i am having now.

feel that once i stepped into the society to earn some cash makes me kinda stepping into the adult world.

don't talk about the temp jobs i done... those temp jobs are just a de guo qie guo thing... my last job was actually becos pple have been doing jobs so i just got a job, if have a choice i would just slack at home.

It's the same with driving license. i took my basic theory at the age of 18. but postpone it till 2 years later then i got my license. and it was becos frens around me have been getting their license, that's y i go n take it.

Seriously i lack a motivation or a goal now... thus have nothing to work for it.

i am a person who sets targets and achieve them.

i set my sight to become armour best pt. yeah at the end of the course, yah armour pest pt 2004.
i set to get into the school team for xcountry and yes i got into the team.

Although it would be good to set a target of earning 10000 at the end of the year, but i dun wnana set this goal becos i am a person which feels that once i decide on something i would work for it.... however i feel that my current life now is good. enough cash to go on for the time being and can focus on studying. however IT is always good to have more money... sheesh.

there's a major flaw in my mindset. It's because of this mindset that i din touch final fantasy 12. my reason for that is because if i will to play that game, i will be completely glue to the game, exploring every hidden stages and collect every single items which takes up lots of my time which is equivalent to time being spend on other stuff.

yah i am simple minded, i cant multi task... so it's quite sad that my life is so one way...

and yes i dun even know what i wanna be now. currently engineering is the course i am studying, but i have the options to go into business, and even to other streams of engineering. however i dun even know what i wanna be... as what i told EEFAI, i just wnana slack at home n shake leg and money comes in. darn...

sheesh... at the end of this sem, it's time to make a choice and set new targets...

YEAR 1 was meant to be getting good grades managing studies, hence i put studies at my 1st priority.
perhaps YEAR 2 i shall be more involved in earning money? hmm....