too busy watching heores(up to episode 16) and team medical dragon plus trying to study = not blogging. haha

Aesthetic

Longing for you
day and in dream
i'm hoping you're here
and leading my way
You steers my road
anytime i need
If you walk away
I will follow you
Trying my life
with your sacred gifts you gave to me
I won't vain
and succeed it as your precious soul
Holding your hand
and i'm walking through the all of the world
carrying your wish
like the Venus in the dim sky

就说个水和鱼的故事吧...


“有条小溪里不知什么时候多了条可爱的鱼儿。就像眼前的这一弯溪水。”

“有一天，这只可爱的鱼爱上了小溪里的水。她鼓足勇气告诉了它。水沉默良久，才回答她道，妈妈说鱼儿不能爱水这是大自然的规律，就好像斑马只能爱斑马，花豹只能爱花豹；条纹的只能爱条纹，斑点的又只能爱斑点，而斑点却是永远不能爱条纹的。”

“鱼儿不明白，她吐着泡泡对水说：‘爱你！’水再次沉寂，鱼儿没有再说什么，只是静静地躺在了水的怀里…………许久，鱼儿的开口打破了沉寂：‘看不见我眼中的泪，因为我在水中。’水说：‘能感觉到你的泪，因为你在我心中。’”

"水终于挣不脱命运的枷锁，流入了大江，鱼一直陪着他，两人相拥着饶过暗礁和险涛，流过江湖，跃下瀑布，最后水流越流越暖，最后竟快断流了！“太好了，我们终于可以定居了。”鱼儿欢呼雀跃。“不行，水面太浅，太危险了，乘现在还有退路，你赶快往回游吧！”水儿紧张地说。“不，不管怎样，我决不离开你！”,
鱼儿坚决地说。为了减少水的蒸发量，白天，鱼儿静静地躺在水的怀里，不作任何运动。到了夜里，星星全落到了水里，鱼儿才开始嬉戏，把星星一颗颗吞进去，又吐出来，再吞进去，再吐出来，乐此不疲。六月，火红的太阳照射着水面，尽管他们做了各种努力，可水儿还是在一点一点的蒸发。鱼儿的脊背渐渐地露出了水面，水儿努力地激起了波澜，湿润着她的脊背，不让太阳将她灼伤。可是这样，更加加速了水的蒸发。终于，最后的一滴水也离开了鱼儿。鱼儿躺在了龟裂的土地上，奄奄一息。鱼儿的心脏在完成了最后一次跳动时，一滴眼泪从脸颊滑落。”

“梦里——


鱼说：你看不见我眼中的泪，因为我在水中。


水说：我能感觉到你的泪，因为你在我心中


鱼对水说：一辈子不能出去看看外面的世界，是我最大的遗憾！


水说：一辈子不能打消你的这个念头，是我最大的失败！


鱼对水说：在你的一生中，我是第几条鱼？


水说：你不是在水中的第一条鱼，可却是我心中的第一条。”

Cute, neither Dark nor Light, and Stylish, you'll find the Debutante at high-class New York parties, making the rounds. She'll have a glass of champagne in one gloved hand, her hair perfectly coifed, her makeup exactingly applied. Her slinky, perfect little black dress keeps many an eye firmly on her, wondering what lies beneath.

Horny. Stubborn. Kinda cute. Slightly immature. And often found on rough terrain. You are The Billy Goat.

You're lusty, but typically monogamous, and all in all you're a pretty good boyfriend. In fact, you enjoy relationships, if mostly for the sex and physical companionship. You'd do or say almost anything to get together with someone, but that's not necessarily a bad thing.

You're sensitive, you have a certain boyish charm, and you're eager. Therefore you probably attract girls who are serious about romance. But few who get close to you realize how unready for total commitment you are. People fall for you. Meanwhile, you maintain your emotional distance, and there goes another box of tissues.

Your exact opposite: The Loverboy Random Gentle Love Master

You're perfectly capable of a long-haul relationship, but, right now, dating someone primarily means having a consistent, available, preferably not-too-chatty, hookup. You're a careful, methodical person, and you work hard at making things work. It's just that the type of woman most likely to find your strengths endearing is also the most likely type to find your shortcomings heartbreaking. Someone with a similarly laid-back approach to dating would be perfect for you.

Lusty but indirect. Kind, but also using friendship as a means to sex. Oh, that feels gooood. You are The Backrubber.

We call you "The Backrubber" because you straddle that fine line between coming on to someone and just treating her nicely. Backrubs are just one example; you'd meet for coffee, or talk about books/movies, or even argue a little bit, all the while mostly preferring to screw.

Your exact opposite: The Vapor Trail Random Brutal Love Master

Your indirect approach is not some evil trickery, but rather a result of your open mind. You'd enjoy either love or sex, but the latter definitely doesn't require the former. While you are responsible and ambitious, you absolutely DON'T have uptight views on relationships. So ultimately, you just enjoy a woman, and let things take their course. If she wants you, great. If not, that's fine too.

Though you're not thinking too much about Love at this point in your life, odds are, when the time comes, you'll be very happy settling down. Your ideal mate is gentle and horny, just like you

ALWAYS AVOID: The Peach

CONSIDER: The Playstation

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: aeious

i just learned some phrases new.
"suki desu, suki yatte kudasai"
ha, sooo interesting

currently i am being tortured by a sudden crisis in my university life.
I cant eat sleep play or do my tutorials if this issue is not settled.
I have submitted an appeal online and if this succeeds, i will be certainly leading a way much more easier life and things would go according to my plan.
Now i am afraid that my appeal would be unsuccessful.
Darn...
Really regretted making some unsound decisions if i could forsee the problems ahead.
Don't ask me what it is cos the thot of the unknown appeal results are still not released and i have no mood to talk about it.
Regardless of what, the person whom answered my call is a bitch, telling me that i must submit my appeal online where the website says that online appeals are to help cut down the hassle of submitting appeal personally.
Spoils my mood. i cant really wait to spend my weekend.
Friday - farewell dinner with jerry
Sat - sending off of jerry
Sun - bball.
and in the meantime, prepare for sex and death and society processes quiz plus material science quiz. Read up on viruses for lifescience. Do maths tutorial 3. and then further readig on physics.
oh boy...
please give me some good news...

no wonder they say uni life is most fun and least stressful time of our life... they as in referring to our teachers who taught us.

why leh, cos the nie pple only have like 8aus for a sem? darnx!

recess is coming again in like barely 3 weeks and then i can say that time passes quite fast indeed! i never knew time could just slip by so easily (although i knew, wth that was redundant), but to be able in the process of knowing time is slipping by so fast and yet you can do nothing about it is so intriguing...

Targets for this weekend was never completed.

Material science 8 chapters. - covered 5.
Maths lectures 4 - covered 3.
din touch physics; din touch accounting.

what the hell did i do... i wonder...

they say chuang ye nan shou ye gen nan. It's the same principle as making friends, but maintaining frenships is not an easy task.

Looking through photos taken, i realised i havn't been really a good fren...

Pri school frens, secondary school frens, jc frens, bmt mates, sispec mates, atw mates... really never been going out with them or catching up with them.

i missed my bmt mates. oh boy, we went in without knowing anything, helping one another, going thru the 3 months of training. everyone was so helpful and amiable. It was the most fun time of our life.

Sad to say, in my army life i think i know a lot of pple, but upon graduating from sispec, posted to armour, and then orded. it seems that now when i saw faces that seems farmiliar to me which i think i could have knew them during the army phase, i couldn't really remembered their names. Darn sad perhaps that's the cause of not keeping in touch...

hai...