My hand hurts. Must Be the bowling games that i played on my ord function. Monday was my unit ord function. Held at Chevrons. Enjoyed myself. 1st time playing bowling with my bunkmates. It was really a very joyous occasion when we scored a strike or a longkang. ha. Sad to say, the earlier batch of AI sgts will be ording in October. That includes maocheng, weisong, kk and shaun. Guessed we won't be crossing each other's path perhaps in a few years time. It's such a pity that friendships won't last forever.

Been looking forward to my ord date. March 15. Well, that's the day when i will really seize my own future. I have already planned the route i am gonna take and hoped that i will realised my plans. No returning back to the days where i will slack and enjoy my life. It's the harsh reality and society that i will be stepping in. Study, work, eat, sleep then study... The vicious cycle shall continue till the age of perhaps 55 when i retired. this type of lifestyle give me the chills, but in order to survive. Well. don't have much of a choice.

This whole week is blk leave week. Staying at home doing nothing. Well, don't wana spend $$ mah. Driving lessons are beginning to be more costly because of lessons. Speing $50 on 2 lessons this week. It kinda hurts. Watching films at home. Japanese Dramas like Trick and monster in law. Listening to craig david album. Kinda boring though cos his songs are of the same kind. Like repeat mode. Very sian.

Trying to think of something to do this weekend. perhaps a buffet or i don't know what to do lah. Mahjong? hands feel very itchy. But don't think can play mahjong at my house liao, cos we kinda mahjongeded every week. Wah, that's kinda called addictive to gambling? Life is kinda boring because not say absence of activities to do. It's just that the absence of cash that prohibits us to try out different kind of stuff.

Friday will be an east coash park run. 16km. Think after the run we could stay there and do something? Maybe bah. Can't wait to ord leh...

Hai. Doubtful of whether i will be going back to MAF.

AHM is on sunday and i supposed i have to be back at coy line around 10pm?

Perhaps i could drop by hc at ard 7 and leave at 9? but then stay there for like 2 hrs and i have to go off. Quite distressing...

Suddenly i don't feel like going back for MAF. Realised that even if i go back for MAF, what's the purpose of it. Hm... interesting huh. Shudder at the thot of just stoning around class benches looking at what activities will be happening though, seems pretty wasted.

Well, perhaps it's a time to do some catching up with old friends. Hey but that can only happens if my class 7b goes back. Currently only ellwyn n zhiyang replied me, and they say have to see 1st. As the day approaches, we see how lah.

Hongkong trip is coming up, and i am kinda broke. Someone please give me money. Thankx.

Duty tomorrow. Oh no. I hate duties. Which i mean i get to stay in coy line alone! after hearing various ghost stories from weepoh, i suddenly felt quite timid. Groan* ha that's very sian, imagine myself alone in the bunk and then erm it's very quiet and dark... eerieeee i supposed. Haiz, dun think about it, i have to report to camp tomorrow at 8am. Sian.

Anyway friday was a lucky day. Won at mahjong. Yeah! lady luck always shine at me. and now weepoh decided to quit mahjong for the time being. well, we have ran out of ideas to occupy our weekends. 1st was the craze for lan, then after being thrashed upteen times by other groups of beings, weepoh decided not to play lan. and well normally he's the catalyst for such activites, of course all lanning activities are ceased. Now it's mahjong. Haiz, dont know what are we gonna do next.

Suggestion : perhaps a lian yi will be good. As in perhaps group dating bah. But then here's the problem again, 1st, noone seems to be keen or rather no one shows the interest and next who wasnts to intorduce their female group of frens to us a bunch of erm hmm duno what to describe. Haha cos maybe in the end, we still ended up walking aimlessly.

Suggestion2: go n dine at some places for the food. well tried crystal jade la mian xiaolongbao today. Quite satisfied with the food. It makes me full yeah at a cos of $9. The previous week we spend $8 at newton circus. Then next week we going for a dinner buffet at some hotel. Well think about it in long term, not feasible lah, cos it's way too expensive and we have to consider scrimping and saving for our hongkong trip at the end of the year! hey we are gonna terroize hongkong!

Suggestion3- fill in the blanks. Waiting for someone to churn out some innovative, economical ways of occupying our weekends.

By the way, been healthy today, went to the gym with poh and jw for some healthy running. Guessed we gonna do it every week. Next week i gonna bring my mp3 player and speakers so i can blast it in the gym! ha.

Next week i am on off from monday to friday! happy leh. ha but everyday stay at home boring!!!!!!!!!!! arghhh, but even got people to jio me out also duno what to do and no $$ to do anything. Sad...

Down with cough flu sorethroat. need rest desperately.

got my mc with a stroke of luck. going back to camp on wednesday.

not enough water to drink bah. gonna pop some pills n sleep soon.

enough is enough. think i am staring at the computer screen for more than 10hrs.

ha........

i wanted to do many things left behind yet finding myself engrossed with doing other stuff neglecting what i am supposed to do.

1. I want to practice playing on the piano.
2. I want to book my driving lessons
3. I want to season my beret
4. I need to report to rsm on thursday
5. I need to take my medication

Watched the trailers of flighplan, thumbsuckers and shopgirl, everything is illuminated, the chronicles of narvia, the lion the witch and the wardrobe.

Wnana watch these films aye...

UNDERCLASS MAN. really wanna watch this show. keke have a thing for shows portraying cops going back to school as an undercover, doing stuff that i couldn't possible done it currently. It's like fufilling my fantasy. Haha, some shows like never been kissed, erm, the chinese show like tao xue wei long and recently a korean relaeased about a undercover girl cop went back to school interests me.

Looking forward to the weekend. ORD in 6 months time

Today was nice hanging out with my 'boyfrens'!

Lol. nice time we really did something relaxing.

mahjong today was at my house. Rather it was not very exciting cos we played really very careful against each other. Thinking about winning around a few cents per round.

Nevertheless, lady luck blessed me with good tiles that allowed me to win some rather small sum of money.

treated them drinks over dinner. We had dinner at newton circus.

Boy it was worth it. Compared rather to the east coast park dinner that day.

Spend around $8 and went home with a tummy full!

Next weepoh drove us around bukit timah area and around newton to show us some nice and big houses.

Really really sick of the idea that many many people are earning lots of money up there.

Let's say if weepoh is average class, then we are slightly below average, maybe normal class. The higher class people really is up there ya know. as the rich gets richer, the poor remain as poor or gets really poorer.

Seen big big big houses with enormous swimming pool. Wat's ridiculous is the guardhouse that stood outside a particular house. Boy... saw lots of beautiful, gigantic houses with their front yard filled with like 2 to 3 cars? porche, bmw etc those one sided door cars.

Resolved to somehow or rather try to earn more money.

Well, after dinner, we head to weepoh's bro condo to do some relaxation. went to the arena above the swimming pool to watch the stars. hm, ok lah it was more of talking than rather watching stars.

planning our next trip overseas. hongkong, taiwan, korean, japan or bangkok. Hmzz taiwan got weepoh's aunt to provide us with food and accommodation but the thing is that we have been to taiwan soo many times. hongkong got ronnie's house there so lodging is not a prob. most probably hongkong bah. still discussing...

Drove past hwachong n njc. Well recollections... Seriously, 2 years in hwachong really to me isn't that happy or sad. compared to days in cat high i think i felt more happy there, cos perhaps as we grew older, people find it more difficult to bear their hearts out to each other or rather find it harder to make new frens?

Let's see, counting the frenships i forged in hwachong. Ok, i managed to keep in contact with the cat high peeps around in hwachong. I was quite closed to specific people in 02s7b like zhiyang, seechin and sanduo. well hanging out with that grp of frens bah. knowing guys from various ccas. well got to know the bball guys, some soccer, rugby guys, or rather perhaps 02s77 guys, 02s74 guys and perhaps guys from other faculities thru recreational bball. Sad to say, no. of close gerfrens i have i think is simply close to zero. Gers in hwachong are specifically being placed in this certain kind of category which are called hi bye frens where we both knew each other existence and we only acknowledge each other presence by saying hi or eventually saying bye... Ha... can't really find gals who could really hang out with, like binging on food perhaps, watching movies without being misunderstood as dating... very hard lah. as gers r gers, boys r boys. Certainly good memories can be excavated. well and sad memories followed suit.

Anyway, among the usual 6 of us, it seems that only 2 of us got their chu lian during jc. tze wee and weepoh. ronnie, me, jw and kc are still so called 'virgins' in the dating game. ha, think the 4 of us are too lousy bah... as for me, seriously i prefer hanging out with guys rather than gers becos well maybe it's easier to pour out stuff up to each other and without getting sneered at and then the other party could really like understand bah...

Glad that 6 of us are such kinda close frens where we frequently hang out at my house playing mahjongs....

haha.... enough of my ramblings, tomorrow going to perhaps a buffet!

Friday half day off. Next tuesday off. trying to stay at home n rest here.

this week was combat shoot. one whole day spend at the area near ntu. Tired. was the ammo 2ic. Rai was shortfall cos the company din really go n find the rai.

as a punishment, oc wanted them to go down there and maybe just stay around there.

nevertheless, one exercise gone and next week is floatation. after floatation, i can really relax one corner.

Been feeling a bit of sian lately. Perhaps i think i am wasting too much time in camp playing daidee. Din do anything seriously. perhaps.

met kelvin wai on the way home. Ok, chatted with him throughout the journey to cck. a nice guy.

told me maf will be on sept 10. duno whether wanna go not. if go with jw, most prob he will go with 77 frens, go with kc, most prob he will just go to 74 and leave me aside alone. think i shall jio 7b gang to go back.

However, judging by zy's usual response, dun think he seems interested. see lah. sms ask around lo.

hair has been long. think gonna cut it soon.

a match today with weepoh's fren. think they r good. just play lo. have some fun

saving up....

hope newcastle n wigan win!

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

Jealousy Test
Jealousy Level: 40%

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy
You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"

A murder in your town
Here is the analysis:

You are a big fan of Urban Legends. You like reading rumors in magazines and tabloids. You are determined to succeed in your study and career.

The Thing You Forgot
Here is the analysis:

You'd like to be pleased. You think doing something for others is important. You are a careful thinker and a pretty neat person. Whatever you do, you devote all your efforts to it. However, when things go bad, you don't want to take responsibility for your faults

Toilet Test
Here is the analysis:

You are a quick thinker, efficient, and always in a rush. If you expect everyone to be like you, this only causes frustration and stress. You don't want to waste your time, but can be careless and pessimistic

The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:

Your ideal mate is gentle and sweet.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
You are in despair about your lack of success. That's your attitudes towards success.
You love freedom and don't want to get tied down.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic

How to tell someone that you love them?
OVER THE PHONE

Pick up a phone and just call him or her to say what you wanted to let him/her know. You have plenty of creativity and a good sense of humor. This job must be easy for you, right?

A present for your friend
Here is the analysis:

You tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

By stating what kind of gift you would give to a good friend, you are actually revealing how you relate to others. However, it doesn't really matter what you give someone - it's the thought that counts. If you care enough to give something, your friend will get the message. The dual acts of giving and receiving are, together, one of the finest pleasures and one of the best forms of communication that friends share.

Emotion Test
Here is the analysis:

Your emotional controlled rate: 33%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.
Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health

Psychological Test
Here is the analysis:

You have a complicated personality.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: The Summet.
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium.
Glass means fragile personality.
You are also unpredictable, wild and exciting.
You are an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble

Love Test
Here is the analysis:

When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

Was on a long holiday since wednesday 100805.

Basically what i did on wednesday. Finally a successful outing with the rest of my campmates. We went to see the 7 swords ya know at cineleisure. Ha. Movie was erm abit loss to me, cos i think they edit the film way too overboard. Nevertheless, we spend a jolly good time together. Had dinner at cafe cartel and later we went to shop around for andy's clothes.

Thursday... Nothing much except that i slept till 5pm before i woke up. Was introduced to maple story and was like hooked to it. However, the feeling has died down and yet i feel bored...

Friday. Went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory. A warning to all audience. You must have a lame level of 50 and above in order to really appreciate the show. Ha, 4 of us went to watch this film and one ended up cursing n swearing at the old and tiny midgets dancing or prancing around in the show. Keke, it seems that weepoh me and chunho was laughing away... Actually we were laughing at the cinematics and the little people. laughing at how stupid it is. In short, i think it's kinda stupid to watch this show in the 1st place. Nevertheless, it was a chance for me to experience how the story was being made and presented to us in a film. Johnny depp was quite successful portraying this willy wonka guy and it really send some shivers down my spine. I was kinda intimidated by his sudden wierd ermm wierd expression. just wierd. Later went for supper at erm near kova. Kinda satisfied with it before approaching home to play mahjong. Weepoh won again. ha. sadded.

Saturday spend the whole day at home. Was supposed to meet my jc frens to celebrate sean's bdae. I think i am a very bad guy, cos i always pang sei them. Haiz, they suggest buffet lunch but then due to my resolution of spending not more than 20 a week, i don't think i am able to attend. Seriously, after pay day i spend like $150 within 2 to 3 days! Waha, i think i am broke. however got myself a creative speakers and a universal adapter so it was quite worth it. Got my mp3 player fixed. Shall go to creative building again to change my earphones. =P

Ok. tomorrow's sunday. think another day at home slacking. Perhaps, go n meet my meiz to get back my notes and go out with the gang again. But duno where. Haiz...
Lan again bah..

Just got a problem today. I think my beginner course for piano has completed. However, i still have difficulties reading the piano notes on the barline. Arghh... very frustrating. I need to have a good memory to remember which note is which. Shall work on it later.

as for now. just slacking around

Just got back from ndp and jurong east.

Was at the SAR 21 Rifle range being the range safety.

Shifts were 1 and a half hr each. Standing and explaining to the public on how to hit the target.

Every 1 and a half hr = half n hr rest.

Very mentally draining and tired. Kinda was feeling grouchy.

Worked from 9am to 1145PM. Overworked. Morale low. Especially being governed by a mad dog call Daniel. Hated him to the core.

Nevertheless, rules are meant to be broken, and we 6 of us just vanished within dinner.

Had a 2hr dinner break. Well basically touring jurong east hawker centres trying to find a place to seat down and eat.

After witnessing the massive crowd at JURONG EAST. We proceed to jurong east entertainment centre for some air con. Damn too many people, no seats.

Thus we went to the ice skating ring to sit down and enjoy the cold atmosphere.

Saw people ice skating. Suddenly felt the urge to learn ice skating. Witnessed people falled. Fat or skinny, guy or girl, all fell while attempting the 360 degrees turn and jump in the air. What a sight.

When we left, a girl came n approach our group. Okay not she approached. is another guy, her fren who approach my fren gary when we were leavinjg. It seems that the ger wearing pink top was attracted to my fren gary, ha and asked her guy fren to get his number.

Well, while we were back at the tentage, they begun msging each other about their age lah, and those guess who iam messages which we secondary school kinda experienced. trying to confirm whether was it a prank or the truth until the ger called. lol gary must be extremely flattered and honoured to be able to be approach or ta shan by a gal, which none of us had such experience before. WOW.

anyway. good luck to him and hope this frenship thingie will last huh. kekeke.

Well feeling down now. Hoped by tomorrow can recovered and attempt to find my kfc voucher.

Wanna watch qi jian and charlie and the choc factory. Anyone wanna go out with me? i am free on this wednesday, this sunday and next tuesday...

Drop me a msg...

i finished harry potter in like erm 1 day in total...

ha. read the book since 1030pm to 2am yesterday.Then continue from 8am to 10am, plus upon reaching home at 3pm to 5pm.

Cool. i took around 7 to 8 hrs of reading. guessed i just speed read and forget about the minor details. But i just managed to get the gist of the chapter as in knowing what happened etc.

haha. Bad bad bad. But i remembered vividly when harry potter kissed ginny weasley on the quidditch pitch. Reminscing of a teenager's dream i supposed.

oh well and i actually noticed that hermione and ron weasley did not snogged each other.

ha. well about the rest was rather intriguing. too complicated to write it down...

Oh yah was kinda sad and angry upon the last few chapters, was really speed reading all the way becos maybe was too anxious to know what happen.

Shall read the whole book again, thoroughly perhaps with some aid from the order of the phoenix. =P

Woke Up.

Rushed out of house to go and borrow harry potter from my uncle at serangoon.

Weepoh was nice. He gave me a lift to my uncle's house. Actually he came to escort me to the esplanade becoause of my injured leg.

Such a good friend huh.

But then this still does not atone for his ridiculous crime of wu tai zi mo last night where he slaughtered the 3 of us the day before.

Anyway, we went to watch tim sum dollies recommended by weepoh. We almost din managed to catch the show because weepoh left the tickets in his car. Lancer glx. The auto version compared to my instructor's one.

Luckily i reminded him if not we will be dead.

Ha after the show, we proceed to suntec fish n co. But we changed our mind when we saw the food court there. economical and delicious.

Recommend yummy yoghurt to the rest but it seems that only i liked that yoghurt. Ha, they prefer yoghurt to be more ermm watery... Haha but yummy yoghurt somehow or rather is less watery in that sense more similiar to ice cream. That's what i like about it. A bit sour n creamy. yum

then we proceed back home lah.

Just brought up the idea of organising a chalet for our sec 4 class.

It seems that i am once again the organiser of such stuff. As the saying goes, wo bu ru di yu shui ru di yu, in plain simple term, i have to do the shit...

Haha. nevertheless, we are still deciding between coasta sands, ntuc downtown east, east coast safra, chevron or sentosa. However, sentosa is kinda difficult cos it's hard to get. Downtown east, jw don't like it. safra? noone seems to want to book the chalet there cos i think because it's mafun. Well everyone has a safra card u know. I would have done the booking if not for the loss of my safra card which i have yet to replace.

Nevermind lah, it's still early for chalet plans. I have the feeling that it have to be either me jw or tw to organise such outings, if not given the nature of cat high 4-8, they wouldn't even give a damn about a gathering what say you?

hahaha. fine.

Anyway. next week will be quite bz with ndp. the weekend should arrive faster than i have expected.

oNe good thing to note. Wednesday is my pay day!!!!!!!

I think i have lost the touch in mahjong.

lost $20 in a game. Haiz, so sad. So broke. So ermmmmm wasted.

After mahjong was ndp dinner at toa payoh. Totally waste of time.

food was muslim food. and it sux to the core.

I was the ic. supposed to take charge. But heck lah, noone seems to notice us nsmen in a corner.

Boy i think i look good in uniform! hahaha

Anyway recalling the incident at maguang. Wow, really have to say that the guy who did the tui na is good.

When he did his moves on me, i was shouting in pain. Ok i din shout, i just ren. Ha guess that i can tolerate the pain till i gek my right leg when he hammered my left leg. Pain ful experience but i think it should be worth it.

Boy, i think gals in uniform are hot. They always have the turned on factor. Shall try to make frens with gals who are gonna be docs or nurses in the future. Shall i ?

Anyway, congrats to kc who is going to monash. So that's doctor chng departing from the group of us.7 of us who went to genting will soon be diverted to each of their own path. Kelvin and jerry will be doctor chng and doctor ho respectively. Then there will be successful business men like Mr Tan Tze Wee And Mr Ronnie Koo. Ahuh, somemore plus accountant teo wee poh earning big bucks. Next There will be professor heng jian wei, the most skillful bio engineer in the field. As for me..

Ha, think i will be an engineer. But duno which field i will excel in. Be it electrical, civil, environmental and perhaps mechanical. Maybe A minor in business could earn quick bucks!

5 years down the road, let's see how much will we changed. and well we will surely miss KC.

keep in touch man.

I just gotten injured yesterday night.

PLaying bball with my campmates.

a twitch in the muscles snowballed into a sprain.

I am limping on one leg to and fro from one place to another.

my leg kinda hurts.

glad that i am allowed to take a half day off and rest at home.

Suddenly and obviously i don't wanna go out.

Saturday tomorrow will be a whole day at home if not for piano lesson and a national day dinner.

Speaking of the dinner i am arrowed to be the i/c. Damn it. I don't like the feeling of being tasked with additional responsibilities. Sighz What to do, cos i am serving the nation.

Sunday i have to make my way down from toa payoh to the esplanade to watch some performance. Haiz, my leg feels heavy kinda don't feel like going but then don't want to waste money.

Arghh, how nice if weepoh can come n fetch me? *hint* hint*

Ha. Next week is the start of the national day thingie. Whole string of events. Celebrations. yeah celebrations equal duty for us.

I got excuse r m j for 7 days.

Parents bringing me to ma guang for some chinese alternative treatment. Hoped it works.

Gonna stay at home and watch movies all day long. Such a boring weekend. Perhaps a game of mahjong would be nice? =P