Just read this book on saturday.

Finished it in like about 3hrs when i was like doing my guard duty.

Hmz. Well the plot is very typical. But the way the author narrate it was quite good. Good description of the story.

Gonna borrow the J Drama from tze wee to watch.

'Xia Zhi Ri, Dong Zhi Ri, Bai Sui Zhi Hou, Gui Yu Qi Shi'

That's a quote i will remember. Very touching.

Friday was supposed to go to eve's house for BBq.

but then my frens came over to play mahjong then they say wanna treat me to dinner at swenson. So no choice but to fang ge zi.

lol. Anyway. Life is quite boring for me. Guess i have to find some other things to do soon.

Played lan again. Got thrashed. Sian diao.

Anyway, heard about this fren of mine's past.

It taught me that heroism comes at a price, heroes exist when something happens, and when something really happens, a true hero will step forward and well assist others.
Be it of the consequences that he had to face but still if the priority outweights the consequences, he did the correct thing that any human being should have done.

This type of personality exists and well not many can really exhibits such heroism. For a start, if that incident happened to me. I really wouldn't know what and how am i gonna react. Will i just hide in a corner, or will i just take control of the situation n ignore all training doctrines just to save a life? I really don't know.

that's why when someone did something that a person don't dare to do, one will really look up upon him. However, that person could have just shrugged it off and said that he was just doing his bit of being a good buddy and a good fren nonchantly.

This type of people are really somehow the true hero in society where there is some goodness in human being being shown. However, i feel that such people are always on the losing end cos they will be often misunderstood by people who are jealous of his ability.

My friend. An OCT, SISPEC crossover. Saved his fren's life from heat exhaustion during his training stint in brunei. Their coms were down and well no communication could be established. A NODUF situation. Instead of waiting and seehing his fren's life from slipping away. He did the unthinkable, he managed to send his fren to the hospital in time in a borrowed vehicle.

Well the aftermath was not pleasant. His verdict was unjustified. He took things in his stride. He accepted reality. He was not exactly proud of what he had done, but he did the only sensible thing at that point of time. He saved his friends life and well that's one thing that he could have looked back in time and say : hey I have learned something in my 1st 2 years in army. I don't know whether he regretted making that desicion or not. But i can say that he knew the consequences and well he could have done nothing at all and died of guilt.

But he's the one friend that i am proud of. Becos it make me realised that friends are guardian angels out there to aid u in life. I am glad that he is my fren and well although i can feel that he tries to move on and forget the past, but i wanna said that this experience is strong proof of a human's conscience, pure n undistorted.

Anyway tomorrow going swimming again!

Playing mahjong

then at night go swenson's to celebrate my belated bday!

well sorry eve cant go to your house for bbq. Next time bah. Lol. =P

Hmzz Currently here's my list of people who remembered my bday. Thankx for remembering. (At least i know that someone out there still remembered me as a friend.)

1.Evelyn -1st to wish me via thru msn/email.
2.Ultra platoon1 section 2- Andy, Quanli, Eefai, Zeren, Yechao, Ruhan ( hey they bought me presents too =P thankx a lot)
3.Lt Marcus
4.Blaise, Chunggang, Guixiong - My unit mates
5.Waituck
6.Zihua - my pri school bestfriend
7.Jeremy - my lifeguard coursemate
8.Zhiyang - my hwachong crapping buddy
9.Weepoh - for asking me what i want for bdae. think he's preparing to give me a u2 edition ipod, $5000 in cash. Just for laughs.
10.Liuyun - my junior. Eve's darling. =P
11.Prakhash, Shaolong, Shinemond, Luwen.. - My Men
12.Yanjun - my kindergarden fren
13.Karen - my meiz
14.Kelvin, Jianwei, Chunho - My cat high khakis
15.My dad n mum
16.Chek wun and wenyang

Keke. My bday was spend in the live firing range near NIE.

Whole day was there feeding mosquitoes. Sian.

However a very surprising bday gif was given to me by SAF.

I clinched a marksman on that day.

Lol. total score 246/280 for team

Individual i got 20/20 for day and 19/20 for night.

Team got 118/140 for day and 128/140 for night.

It was very stressful cos in the day we did very badly... 7 of us, 3 got 20, 1 got 19,1 got 18, 1 got 16 and 1 got 5 points. So it was like 118 total which is 1 short of the 85% marksman mark of 119.

Anyway was damn happy everything turn out well cos i got my $200 and the chance to put on my marksman badge on my smart 4. Ha!

I dreamt...

and realised the true meaning of bliss.

Blissful means being able to spend time with your love ones.

It was a bizzare dream that i had last night while i was tossing and turning in bed anticipating for dawn so i can hand over my duty to the saturday wos.

Waking up at least 3 times in the night, checking my handphone so as to countercheck whether my hp is shut off due to low batt.

Had this dream that made me feel quite surprised of myself.

I dreamt that this girl i knew... (was quite surprised how the hell did she appear)

we were spending happy times doing something. Hmzz. Something. Can't remember.

except that there were many flashbacks of us walking and talking along some buildings in singapore. chit chatting lah.

Hmzz, 2 significant events took place and i remembered it quite clearly.

It seems that she at one moment couldn't walk (maybe due to a leg sprain or was she drunk? was she?) and i had to piggyback her. A stroll on the street with noone in sight. Happily chit chatting.

Next was sending her home in a taxi. And well cant exactly remember what took place after that. But i knew that we both enjoyed ourselves that night.

After that the screen changed to myself and a boy trying to run away from the clutches of my inchek and well we were supposed to jump off from a high building to another building.

I was thinking that it's impossible but the little boy jumped off and landed on a kind of horizontal lying around pillar and was keeping his balance on the pillar.

then i jumped too...

I recalled being able to balance myself before waking up ...

wierd.

Next was handing over duty...

then played lan at 11am till 6pm before rushing off to marche for dinner with the ultra platoon.

Quite a success lah. around 17 people came. then the usual group of us, quanli, zeren,wai tuck and eefai went to coffeebean to talk cock sing song. Lol they bought me a bday gift. Very surprised that they remembered. Oh well, thanked my section mates for their generosity...

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

xing fu de ding yi shi she me.

Dui wo er yan, xing fu jiu shi dang liang ge ren yong bao zai yi ji de na yi shun jian, gan jue de dao ci shi ci ke, liang ge ren de xin yong yuan lian chuan zai yi ji, bi chi fang fu dou zhi dao dui fang dou shu yu zi ji.

Ta shi yi shun jian de gan chu. Ye ke yi shi jing guo shi jian de mo lian, pei yang chu de gan jue.

Na zhong gan jue, qi miao, you wang wang ling ren tao zui.

Wo xiang jin xing yi ge you xi.

Wo jue de ru guo yi ge ren de sheng ri mei you ren ji de, shi jian duo me bei can de shi. Suo yi wo xiang kan kan jin nian de sheng ri, you ji ge ren hui ji de.

San yue er shi yi. Jiu kan shui you zhe ge xin...

Was fascinated by the CGI of final fantasy series.

Browse thru the website n downloaded many fmvs.

Images of FFX is really goddamn gorgeous.

The theme song is soothing and well very touching.

Anyway...

My cable is coming next saturday.

then i will be able to play dota online at home!

Organised a platoon outing on march 19.

Yeah confirm liao, got 23 people going.

May 14. Roc with OTW.

Hope it will be more relax as a commander than a trainee as compared last year.

Today don't feel like doing anything.

Guess i just indulge in the ice cream i bought and well watch tv?

I am damn black from today's swim.

hey 1 and a half hr in the pool is no joke.

especially i applied spf 8 suntan lotion...

Swan 30 laps. Yeah! i did it.

15 front 15 breast. An achievement leh...

tomorrow goign to swim again.

hope i have the strength!

one of david tao's new song keep playing in my head.

there's this song going on n on then i kinda find it irritating.

anyway..

life been quite boliao for me.

either swimming or lan.

training hard for armour road relay.

busy borrowing shoes for my team.

and well trying to organise a platoon outing.

been really demoralising this week.

cos practically i have been sleeping everyday doing nothing

Nights Off again.

My Pc is an angel. Always letting me to book out of camp unconditionally.

Well think i am somehow or rather abusing the system.

Although i am allowed to book out daily. but was feeling guilty about it.

Anyway...

Been thinking alot.

Life is short. Currently i wanna achieve some things that i will never do so in the near future.

1st. I want to learn driving. Yes. been procasinating about it. Well reason is that individual lessons are expensive and well i don't have a car. Yeah.

2nd. I want to learn the piano. My mum been looking for a music school recently. However friends around me told me it's kinda too late to learn music. Sort of deterring me to pick up this skill.

3rd. I want to learn jap. Hey, it's my dream to go and jio a jap gal as a gf u know. Jap girls are beautiful. and well learning jap will help me to decipher the tons of j Dramas i have at home without reading the chinese subtitles!

4th. I want to swim and have a hot body. Well no more low self esteem at the beach where muscles are the only things shown.

5th. I want to learn how to cook. Hey, hostel life certianly needs some cooking skills for survival. Anyway, to be able to cook is a virtue.

6th. I want to learn some dancing. Yeah Ballroom dancing most probably. Or classical dancing if there is such a thing? Well it looks posh and graceful.

7th. I want to learn how to drink. Yeah. alchohol. So that i won't be able to get drunk so easily next time while entertaining client. For a start maybe 1/4 of vodka 7 11 would be good. Seriously i hate the taste and smell of alchohol.

well and that's for all.