Got a severe headache now. plus non stop sneezing. Caught the flu virus. Sway...

yesterday summary

played lan again

but then got a big surprise.

had dinner at cafe cartel@ps.

saw a beautiful waitress. very demure, sweet looking.

the gang of us, noone has the guts to go n ask for her details.

tze wee lah.... no more reputation liao.

at least he treated us to dinner. wah such a good friend!

later played mahjong. won 60cents. sian...

Wenhui been persuading me to play mahjong with him. but then noone accompany me to his house. so dun feel like playing lor.

went for a swim today. 12laps quite tired.

we were rushing for time cos we tot can play lan. in the end tze wee pang sei us.

walk around toa payoh.

read some books again. lord of the flies i wanna read that book...

monday off for me. think i am going to rest. Yeah

rest...

A thot to note. Thursday was fun. Had a gathering with enghow and waituck. Well went to jurong point to meet up then head to swensen for ice cream. Talk cock sing song reminiscing the past and updates about our lives. Had a splendid evening and well nice to keep in touch with them. Before meeting them, i was at popular with andy. We were scrutinizing books to read. I found one book very interesting though. I think the title was why men can't listen and why women can't read maps. Very candid and provide an insight into the world of 2 different sex. One example - men are direct creatures while women are indirect creatures.. True cos men can get straight to the point while women cant. Ha. sexist. There's one part i read is that a when a phone rings while watching tv, men must turn the vol of the tv down compared to women who aren't affected at all. it shows that women can multitask very well, while men can only concentrate on one stuff. That's also why when a man is driving, dun ever talk to him. That's also why men hate women sitting beside them toking out loudly etc. And by the way, one fine example of women's inability to navigate is becos of their innate psychomotor skills. It seems that they r rather confused about directions. For example, a woman can actually ask her husband to turn left when in fact she meant right in her head... whaha well pardon women. By the way, it seems that women are more intelligent than men, evidence came from the xray pictures in the books which show parts of the brain etc. ( well i skipped over tha pages, kinda boring) then there were conclusions about why men n women r different. It seems that men are supposed to be the people who hunt for food while women ability was to look after the caves, babies in prehistorical times. So thus this slowly lead to an evolution of both sexes. Well the book state that women infact has 360degrees steroscopic view, while men has tunnel vision. So it's like why men can only drive better at night, or are more skillful driver. But women r definetly more safety conscious becos of their innate ability to defend their babies. Hmzz well becos of their 360degrees steroscopic view, women therefore tend to be able to BIO GUYS better without getting caught! while men being narrow vision often get caught for bioing zharbos by women. Ha bet u din know that. Then there's also some extra sensory nervings in women's head compare to men thus women are often blessed with 6th sense. So they could infact be more sensitive to lies, words, etc etc. Haha. Somemore, one thing is that never ever argue with a women cos, they r somehow arguying with emotions rather than reason. While men argue with words. It's like emotion blackmail ya know... Hahah. There's one thoery very true. The theory of blue and golden. One typical scenario : Women was choosing what colour of dress to wear for dinner. She brought out one blue dress and a golden dress. She ask men which colour should she wear to the dinner. Well... as you can guess men replied the blue dress and after a while women start to get angry and started sulking. It seems that the moral of this story was, women before asking a question already chose what she wanted to wear for dinner. She just need a confirmation from men to make her feel better than rather being told what dress to wear. Well sounds unreasonable cos how the hell would men know what do women like? And now comes emotional blackmail. Women will reply to men : you should know what i like after being married for so long and blah blah blah the story never ends... Lol... Quite fun.
Tomorrow think i going to kinokuniya to stone n read more books with tze wee or either that go n play lan AGAIN.... haiz. damn sian. one thing is that my zen micro is spoilt. Send and email to ask where can fixed that bloodie thing.
Wenhui jioed me n play mahjong tomorrow. however tze wee wasn't too keen and well i had training in the morning so dun think going bah... next time maybe. ha
well quite a lot of bitching today. nitex

Shall we...

instead of playing lan every week, go ahead to do something more meaningful?

Such as...

1.Learn French
2.Learn Japanese
3.Learn Cooking
4.Learn Driving
5.Learn Drawing
6.Learn Dancing
7.Learn Wakeboarding
8.Others

Ha cant think of anything meaningful to do yet.

any suggestions?

Been swimming on a regular basis.

Last saturday was 10 laps. 2 front 8 breast.

Last sunday was 20 laps 10 front 10 breast.

Well next week will be 25 laps.

Kc is my regular swimming companion.

well he needs to lose weight and i need to build up stamina.

Swimming is quite fun actually especially if you master the basics.

You can swim endlessly, effortlessly.

I like the feeling of gliding through the water.

the feeling of being submerged in the pool.

the feeling of being light.

it certainly relieves stress.

a representation of freedom.

Ha. Hope that this week could end soon, so i can go for a swim. yeah.

I had this dream yesterday or today.

dreamt that this girl of mine was sitting in a car with me and my parents.

we had actually met in taiwan and she followed us back to singapore.

I thot she was a taiwanese but she was in fact a singaporean going there on a holiday like us.

Hm. She is about the same height as me.

Short hair. A bit brown.

But she has a pair of beautiful big eyes.

She is a bit tan too.

Well quite a bizzare dream.

In the dream, i can remember her face, the exact features, the way she talk etc.

However once i woke up, i forgot how she looks like.

Infact now the image of her is quite blur in my mind.

Cant remember anything about her facial features.

Oh yah i remembered asking her how old she is. She said she was 16.

Hmzz. wonder if that girl in somewhere else in this world sharing the same dream as me ?

I used to think that the dreams i dreamt, the people that i dreamt also dreamt the same dream as me. However, it's not yet proven yet...

Well had similiar dreams like this before. Think i had once last year. About meeting a ger at some unknown mrt station. that time she had long hair. should be the same person bah...

But this time was a bit clearer. cos i managed to remember some of her prominent features.

Lol. Bizzare wierd. Well hoped that we will meet each other sooner or later.

awwwwwww...

Artist: Kelly Clarkson
Song: Breakaway

Lyric:
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

I am feeling sick...

sick of playing lan. Every week lan gaming. It soons become a horrible habit.

I am tired...

tired of starring at the computer screen, tired of chatting on msn messenger.

I am full...

full from all the rubbish i ate this chinese new year. Tried eating a box full of chocs before proceeding to a ultra big bowl of ban mian.

No wonder i am feeling sick now. Feel like puking. Aw...

Sometimes...

I have this feeling of just slacking,sleeping at home.

Just this daydreaming thingie going on.

Stare at something infront and just imagining stuff.

or just go into total oblivion.

Hey I need some time for mental recovery...

Stress... hmzz think stress is hitting me now.

I think playing lan is stressful.

Going online is stressful.

Blogging is stressful.

Feel that happiness is leaking from my body or just simply vanishing...

doing things that are supposed to be happy aint happy

Aww....

I think i need a rest. Hey. or maybe a break from the usual chain of cycle.

I think i know what is happening to me.

It's call burn out. Cos i have been doing the same stuff weekly daily monthly.

I need something else to do to break this cycle.

Hey maybe go shopping is a great idea. Or maybe chiobu watching...

ah kite flying lah.

I know what....

maybe should go to the east for a walk. So long never go there liaoz.

think parkway parade has changed.

things that aint stressful

Watching jdramas aint stressful. Watching a movie aint stressful. Reading comics aint stressful.

Hmzz socialising is stressful. Cos u have to tok. Cos if u dun tok, silence is stressful. But if u tok and u have nothing to tok. It's even more stressful.

Argh i think the combination of chocolates plus ban mian is making me sick...

currently going into depressing mood.

I think i need plain water or soft drinks to cheer me up.

I shall try to abstain from internet. Cos nowadaes noones on the net gives me the desire to tok to. boring.

Yah it's time to hit the books. I need some reading. shall buy more books to read.

Hmzz.....

i feel sick.

shall log off. think it's the chocs plus ban mian.

dun ever tried that stupid concoction.

It's lethal...

Some junior of mine, tried to matchmake me to her best friend.

I appreciate that. But then i find such things very comical.

Cos...

1. I do not need an instant Gf now.

2. It's quite wierd?

3. I Believe in my Capability to get one if i wanted to.

Nevertheless, must really pei fu her for thinking such a hilarious move.

Make me amuse till this moment.

Tze wee is flying off soon. Just got comissioned.

came to my house to borrow my digital camera. Seize the chance to exploit him to buy back some goodies. Lol

Weepoh called once or twice.

Very cute. Cos he called and i just told him kenvin was not in, and he immediately put down the phone.

Hello... I was online and he was online. Well?

keke anyway he just prank called me before this incident happened.

What he did ?

He called in the name of a gal call christina and using his funny speaking high pitched voice tried to smoke his way through.

Well kinda shocked. Cos i do have a junior called christina ...

However, due to my calmness and logical thinking. How could a ger sound such ungirly?

LOL...

Anyway Weepoh is going on a date tomorrow. This friend of mine is starting to have some interest in girls.

Must force him to say out who,what,she,he,it.

Must train tomorrow liao. Competition is near.

After today's timetrial, i realised i suck.

Running is my main focus now.

Hey....

One more thing! I Am still looking for people to watch this Japanese movie. Bayside shakedown 2. Wah liewz any j drama fans wanan go watch ?

Got this from zhiyang's blog.

Kenvin teo is a Giant Bee that breathes Ice Vapour, will turn back into a Human in the morning, cowers from Fire, has Staring Red Eyes, projects a Purple Forcefield, and CANNOT BE STOPPED. Strength: 8 Agility: 11 Intelligence: 12 To see if your Giant Battle Monster can defeat Kenvin teo, enter your name and choose an attack: fights Kenvin teo using Strength Agility Intelligence

Had nights of consecutively for 3 days.

Spend my valentine day with my camp mates. Poor thing. Playing Pool at kpool.

2nd night was with a bunch of lan gamers. 10 person.

5v5. TOTAL THRASHING of the other team. I repeat TOTAL THRASHING

Shalln't be proud. Cos retribution might set in.

2day book out to go home n rest. Well ended up blogging, on the com as usual.

Been really very tired these few days...

Have been training vigorously for the upcoming competition.

Everyday running twice. and well tired...

Really very tired

very tired

tired tired tired ....

Hey. Booking in liao...

Dun feel like it. Back to army life. No more staying out.

Next week is birthday week!

Feb 14 - ellwyn
Feb 15 - joaling
Feb 16 - yijing
Feb 17 - xiaoling
Feb 18 - Cheuk ka

Cool huh. whaha. Have to wish all of these people happy bday in advance!

Happy Birthday!

Yup. No more blogging for me.

Cos i will be back in like one week time.

dun miss me =P

Yesterday morning woke up with a bang.

Rushed to serangoon mrt station to meet tze wee and jianwei so as to go to kc house to bai nian.

Was there playing with his dog. Although i was just at one corner, trying to to avoid it.

Hmzz i am not afriad of dogs. Actually, i like dogs. However i only like dogs that are raised by me =P

Anyway. after that went to weepoh house.

He intro us his fishes, the things he plant at home, his wine cellar, his bedroom etc etc. A short tour.

and we had ice wine. Wah. after one sip, i couldn't take it. I felt like puking and my head hurts.

Die lah. i have zero tolerance for alchohol. And i hate the taste of wine. Yucks.

Next we went to sengwei house to bai nian. Lol...

Just the usual talk cock session with him. Anyway his family was very friendly. Keep on bringing food for us to eat. Lol eat until so paiseh.

Then i left for zhiyang's house. To celebrate chinese new year/valentine day/ellwyn's bdae.

Anyway did i say you look gorgeous that night. Yeah you sure did.

brought back unhappy memories. maybe ?

Played bridge with people i knew. ate quite a lot of mifen. Hey i practically ate mifen the whole day! breafast lunch dinner also mifen but at different places.

Left the place around 10 to rush back for mahjong session with daryl, jianwei and tze wee.

Was losing the moment i started playing. Until i won a limit at the end of 2nd round.

total profit $1.50.

Daryl, congratulations for officially being the member of the cat high mahjong club.

Next time got mahjong not scared of san que yi liaoz...

Ha played till 6 in the morning before dozing off.

Yeah afternoon going to play lan again....

haiz... feeling dizzy...

yeah wanna go cut hair too!

Hey...

went to alvin's uncle house to swim/bai nian/kick soccer.

not bad. quite fun today.

was there till around 6 before embarking my journey to centre point to get sinz chocs....

ha. gonna celebrate someone's bdae tomorrow.

anyway later met eugene for some vdae gift. he selling some stuff for profit.

bought a 15dollars worth of teddy bear n rose.

got it for my bro.

hmz next went to play lan with the others. my bro came along

total thrashing of the other team.

it was a fun day

hahaha.

tomorrow need to go my frens house to bai nian also....

Cool movie.

Keanu reeves is handsome. I like his attire in the movie. Black suit plus white shirt.

Elegant. Class.

Rachel weisz is not bad either. Quite pretty. Her eyes are big.

Anyway...

2day dinner was steamboat. Suzie jw came to my house to bai nian. then alvin and weepoh came.

Later went to ps to catch the 2250 show.

Met adrian and his gf at ps too.

Show ended around 1am.

took a cab back....

haiz tomorrow is a boliao day. nothing to do....

gonna slack at home

Hey. Yesterday was chinese new year.

hmzz. received lots of ang pows. *happy

Ha. one funny incident that just leave a deep impression in my mind.

My aunt told me that i should get a gf.

I told her i will get one during uni.

She told me 1st year gals are red spot books - Spot on books as in the chio n hot gers that are out for grab.

2nd year are libary books - cos every 2 weeks must return

then the 3rd and 4th year are reference books, cause all left on the shelves liaoz...

so she told me 1st yr must go n attend partees, make frens etc etc.

Lol nice advice huh. but then studies are important leh...

She told me her relationship with my uncle.

they got attached in jc, then my uncle studies was always failing and well.... blah blah blah. In the end it turns out well lah.

Keke.. Guess that my parents are hurrying me go n find a gf soon.

Arghhhh... shrugged.

Morning went to bishan park for armour life run.

4.2km... Andy and i were cheering our men on. Motivating luohan to complete the run.

Dismissed at 10am. wanted to go back to cat high. But then too lazy...

Reached home and started playing need for speed underground 2.

Played ps2 till around 4 when tze wee came to return my comic books.

Went to shop and save for some last minute new year shopping.

Tomorrow is new year...

Gonna wake up at 7am to run.

9am have to go to the temple

and well who knows how many relatives house i must go n pai nian.

lol

Saturday...

Went to dohby ghaut parklane to play lan (again)

this time only got ben,jianwei,ronnie,weepoh and me.

Tze wee came late, and well he din play so was pestering us to play lan agin today.

Yoke thim, matthew and pak came too, and we played several games of 4v4s.

After that went to pastamania for dinner instead of original plan.

Next went to orchard to see see look look.

Spotted jeremy along Ps.

Spotted zixuan along Orchard road.

Spotted Cheng Ngee at nydc.

Hmzz... Went along orchard to shop for clothes.

Din managed to get any though...

Tze wee's bilabong shirt vanished. Jianwei's topman shirt has also vanished.

think it's a conspiracy - the shirts are having a revolt!

Later went to my house for a game of mahjong.

Today going to bishan j8 to shop again.

then go play lan.

night still got dinner with relatives.

and have to book in.

shrugged....

i hate booking in on sunday night!

When one person is free for practically the whole day.

He will tend to let his mind drift away aimlessly.

Well, I have since came back from neverland.

Ready to embrace the stay in periods start from next week.

I missed the stay out freedom i have.

I missed everyday blogging and everyday tv watching.

Just bought 2 albums, ayumi my story and boa.

Done a quiz on the net.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Anyway...

My low self esteem period has vanished as i believe it's time for time to decide whether i have reached maturity.

Hey i believe 21 yrs old then i am fully grown up.

=P

Friday...

the day i have finally complete my lifeguard course!

managed to pass the course with my lousy swimming skills.

was quite pissed.

got caught by the SAFTI SSM for long hair.

think i gonna sign 7 extras from my OC. Die.

Nevertheless, did a 2.47mins tow for one lap. An achievement.

Wanted to go and watch bayside shakedown 2.

Couldn't find anyone to go with me. Actually got lah. But only the 2 of us. The other party say dun want. So sad.

Just realised that there is no possibility of us getting together.

Glad that I din do anything at all.

Well tomorrow a mini gathering.

Hopes that everything turns out well

Shit...

The addiction of chocolate is coming back fast.

It was an excuse to munch the 1st bar of snickers that i haven't had in months.

My excuse was : Today i swam around 50laps. I need energy...

Self denial.

From that day onwards... I have been indulging in a bar of chocs everyday.

Swimming is hell lot of fun. Got a nice tan which my aunt commented today.

Managed a 2.57mins in towing back a victim from drowning. Quite an achievement.

Hmzz. I just seem not able to get any abs muscles...

My stomach is still flabby. Guess it's my genes huh. or the chocs =P

Dreamt that i will open a chocolate shop in the near future.

Very inspiriational.

Speaking of which, Valentine is round the corner.

Hey. Guess that shall not go out on that day cos it's very demoralising seeing couples together. Ah... bachelor.

February... Month of bdays in my handphone. Cool.

Next week. Long weekend. Gonna start training.

Ha. As for now...

Continue eating my bread spread fully with delicious nutella!

Indulge indulge indulge.

Proposal Saturday gathering...

Morning either go for a swim or a run.

Afternoon after lunch meet at dohby ghaut for lan sessions.

Play lan til around 5 before proceeding to taka to shop for new year's clothes.

dinner will be at fish n co glasshouse.

After dinner go n watch movie!

Bayside showdown 2 is nice. i wnana watch that show.

Hey...

Just received a new year card from my meiz.

hm..

Come to think of it.

She's my fren's gf.

my platoon mate's gf.

Ha. So qiao =p

Anyway...

New year is coming...

expect to get lots of ang pow...

which means i am one yr older...

Aw...

I think...

I am somewhat having mixed feelings.

because one day i feel emotional, the next day i am rational.

one day i feel like seeking for love. (get a gf}

the next day i find love very irritating. (relationships are such a chore)

Complicated?

Maybe...

I am just too plain lazy

I am just waiting

I was once bitten, twice shy

I am just too insensitive or too sensitive

I was just too insecure

I was just too resistant to changes in my life.

i hate people to intrude into my own privacy

I like...

the freedom of not being attached.

the freedom of not pleasing someone.

the freedom of doing things myself.

the feeling of being undisturbed in my strain of thots.

Examples of bliss.

Sleeping when u r tired

Eating when u r hungry

Going to the Gents

Falling in love when both cant get enough of each other.

Family bonding.

Doing things you enjoy doing.

e.g Reading, Sports, daydreaming

Hugging someone to sleep

Show care, concern and love to pple around you.

Watching a baby suck his tiny finger.

and many many more.

Now...

I want to redo my SBO

Get prepared for the test tomorrow.

Sleep early like at 10?

Pass the test tomorrow.

Next...

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